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The people around me all know that i am /used to be a coke addict. I even used to have my breakfast in company with coke instead of awakening coffee or tea or a refreshing fruit juice although i knew/know how unhealty it is/was. However, recently bad habit of mine had to change into a good one, that is to say, i had to quit coke (as i need to be careful about what i eat and drink due to breast-feeding) and started to drink lemonade instead.

Hence our new kitchen motto is “No coke ever again!”

Was it difficult for me?

Yes, i found it very difficult as if i was trying to quit smoking (thanks to God, i dont smoke!) YET each time i  pour the yellow chilling lemonade into a glass, i feel proudly that i am a mother 🙂

It was surprising for me that just a simple decision of what to drink to refresh myself during the hot summer of Turkey has shown me that motherhood just depends on priority and sacrifice, and that one’s child is always on the top of priority list!

As a side-note, in this way i started to care for my own health as well…like killing two birds with one stone, isnt it?? 😀

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Almost midnight…

The weather is spreading cold wave of air, even blowing ice on face…

The moon is up there, being unaware of the coming eclipse…

Shadows…frozen breaths…soulless bodies…

Sharp screams…the following deep silence…

Smell of forbidden love…friendship on the same boat with hostility…

Danger and caution…

They are back!

The (lovely) vampire story “Twilight Saga” is just going on with “Eclipse” which will be meeting the audience on the 30th of June…Fans are all on alert counting the days to meet the beautiful vampire family “The Cullens”, the extraordinary girl Bella Swan stuck between the vampires and the werewolves, and the scary yet gracious wolf gang…

Just last night i went through the previous parts of the “Twilight”  saga and “New Moon” to refresh the essential points in mind and to re-remember at what phase the story was pending…

If you are yet not included in the Twilight saga, get a glimpse of it from the following trailer and get ready to believe all those fairy tales and monster stories might just be true!

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I have never been so away from my blog (i.e. my diary) except the summer vacations and even on return i would always have a lot to share but now i am all blank. At least let me give you the reason of my diappearance for so much time: WORK. Being invited to participate in several business meetings here and there for the last couple of weeks, and at the same time trying to cope with new projects within limited time, i really felt knocked down, hence my bed have been my best friend rather than my computer lately!

I still blame myself for spending my days and nights without writing even a single note or news here, yet when i consider my days spent in rush, i reminded myself that “i have only 24 hours per day!”.

In the meantime, i still managed to see a few movies such as Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani (which was a really awful bad movie, Dulha Mil Gaya (it was chick-flick yet it was decorated with the esteemed appearance of SRK), Kurbaan (it was a really good one which kept me under effect for days and soundtrack was also nice to hear, especially Shukran Allah), and lastly i watched Slumdog Millionaire for the second time (with an utmost delight again).

That is all for the being. The busy girl will try to be back in blogsphere with more news hopefully soon…till then take care! 😀

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A simple question yet hard to reply…quite a long day and it hasn’t ended yet, which is full of meetings, hundreds of pages to be signed, pages of agendas to be followed, mails mails and mails to be read…At this step Choti Writer wants to reply as “i am reading a nice book by the window listening to drizzle and sipping from my hot chocolate”….or “i am lying down on my favourite sofa, watching a romantic comedy forgetting all about the serious issues of the world and eating a huge bowl of pop-corns dropping them here and there…laziness to the end!”

*Sigh!*

Unfortunately these are nothing but my sincere daydreams or goals of coming weekend to be realized if i am lucky to spare some time…

So the question is still unanswered…what is Choti Writer doing?

It is 4.40 pm, i am still at the office just giving a break to fight with the warrior of sleep hence having difficulty keeping my eyes open and having my distracted attention to focus back on its way! Right now Choti Writer is too tired for the day hence looking for an escape…

Was it a bit demoralizing? Well, considering that the night hopefully will be a better time to spend totally for myself, therefore giving me a blink of hope, i can say i am feeling better 😀

Okkkk..it is your turn now! What are you doing right now?

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It happened again. Just for one second only but I got the same feeling. Shy sparkles coming out of my eyes, accelerated heartbeats, difficulty in breathing. It happened again. I felt the same love. It happened again. My soul got alive like a phoenix rising from the ashes. It happened again. Just for one second only.

Then a wave of regret without remorse shaded everywhere. Then the heart was dipped into cold. Then the soul was sentenced to dark. Then you went. Then i died…

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379,http_%2F%2Fa323.yahoofs.com%2Fymg%2Fbetterhomesgardens%2Fbetterhomesgardens-377900843-1164252051.jpg%3FymWaVrAD9yEFriends, true friends, are very important and precious for us, right? And it requires a very hard-work to earn a true friendship and to maintain it, right? And there are invisible separators between colleagues, acquintances, friends and best friends, right? I am asking all these questions because i started to put my friendships under scope one by one as i have been very lonely lately although i have many friends/best friends!

Sometimes you go through many things in life and you share them with your mothers, fathers, sisters and husbands…but you still feel incomplete without sharing it with your best friends, right? Lets have a closer look to my gang (best friends). One fell in love lately and now she is totally blind and closed to outer world. Another is like a ghost for a week or so, God knows which trekking team he joined again or which girl he is hunting 😛 Another is being a businessman, he is extremely busy. Another is married with children so she is always occupied and she has no time for others. Another kindly told me that he doesn’t have time so our friendship is just restricted to “Hi” and “How are you?” mails.

Sometimes i feel that i choose wrong people as a friend as i consider them faulty and other  times this situation makes me feel that i don’t know how to maintain a friendship and that hurts me deep.

Still as Martin Luther King Jr. suggests,

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends!

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The more dead, the less alive…

Others are living their lives while i am killing mine…while i am dying day by day…

Separating a part of mine from the whole with every new day…shattering my soul into millions of pieces…

Burning my say in the heat of silence…hiding the sparkles in my eyes behind my eyelids…

Burying my smile into my tears…

The more i am dead, and the less alive…

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