Phone rings again…

Boy: I want to ask you something…

Girl: Go ahead…

Boy: But i am hesitant…

Girl: Hesitancy is not your type of behavior…

Boy: May be i changed a bit…

Girl: May be…but i don’t know the new you….the person i knew would easily ask me or tell me whatever he has in his mind…

Boy: Hmmm…Then tell me…did you ever miss me during my absence?

Girl: If i say ‘yes’ what will it change? Let me tell you ‘Nothing’.

Boy: Does it mean i never came into your mind?

Girl: If i say although you were not there physically, yet i kept talking to you, writing to you, and loving you as always, what will it change? Again a big ‘Nothing’…

Boy: You are really angry with me, right? You must be hating me…

Girl: I used to love you even to die for you, i used to miss you even to fall sick, and i used to hate you more than anyone…but now…

Boy: And now?

Girl: I don’t feel anything. I feel as if i am dead…as soulless as a dead!

Boy: Hmmm…you words are really hurting…

Girl: May be…may be it is your turn to get hurt…still i don’t do anything on purpose although you think so…

Boy: You know what i am curious about the most?

Girl: Hmmm what?

Boy: What would  your reaction be if we could meet somehow?

Girl: I dreamed of our meeting millions of time…each time changing the scenario…

Boy: Tell me…I wanna hear…

Girl: Well…First it was like a happy end…I would be impatient to see you, and once you would be close enough i would hug you as tight as i can…

Boy: Lovely…

Girl: No it is not…then the scenario changed just like the change in your attitude with me…this time as soon as i see you, i would feel a strong urge to slap you…but the ache on your cheek could never compansate for the wound you left in me…

Boy: Don’t talk like that…i didn’t do it on purpose you know…i would never hurt you…just the conditions…

Girl: Not the conditions…but the priorities…

Boy: Hmmm…and what about now?

Girl: Now…i would stand close to you, slightly touching your face to be sure that you are real…and after feeling you on my fingertips, i would just walk away…

Boy: …..

Girl: …..

Boy: I’m sorry.

Girl: I’m not.

The Oscar Goes To Me!

I am so happy to share the first award of this blog which has been recently distributed by Sree, my craziest blog friend Thanks a lot buddy But before accepting this kind award there are certain rules i should follow…

The Rules are:

First you should write a post telling about the award itself, the name of the blog owner who considers you to be one deserving it, and his/her link. Then you should select minimum 7 blogs whom you think that he/she deserves this award too by the design or the content of his/her blog. So Mention 7 people leaving comment on their blog informing them about the award. Lastly list 10 honest things about you and you are done!

Here we go:

1-I concentrate on my work much better when i listen to Udit Narayan or Sonu Nigam (Does it sound weird?)

2- I eat a chocolate bar every day at 3 pm in the afternoon with a cup of tea or coffee which keeps me alive during the rest of the day!

3- I have a notepad where i collect various quotes i read in books or notice here and there; i note them down together with the date of the day and then i like to read them like a real diary…

4- My friends use always nicks while talking to me instead of my real name such as panda, auntie-ji, beti, beta, choti, ISD, Hazzy, Tini Mini, etc. I am sure most of them already forgat my real name

5- I am a FarmVille addict!

6- I love mailing and receiving mails from friends all over the world…hearing about different lives, knowing about different personalities makes me more and more curious about everything in this world and this curiosity keeps me happy most of the time (Ok you can mail me too…i dnt mind )

7- I see nightmares almost every night and wake up by screaming and that is why i keep naming myself as Melinda Gordon

8- I am as slow as a turtle at reading and i don’t know whether it is coz of the limited time spared for reading or of my lazy nature.

9- While working and when i am densely concentrated sometimes i murmer in Hindi and that makes my Turkish colleagues to look at me in fear :D

10- I have no idea why but i have difficulty in remembering the Hindi counterpart of the word “Brain” in English. And even right now i am still not sure whether it is Bheja or something like that

Phew….that was not easy! Now it is time to find the victims yet i will make a rule violation and will nominate only 3 people instead of 7. I have many blogs i strictly follow and find quite magnificant yet i don’t have a fluent communication with many of them hence will go for the ones i am often visited by. Hope Sree won’t scold me for the violation

• AJ’s Take
• Swaram
• BlueMist

Best of luck

I’m walking…

I’m walking…

Far away on a deserted road,

With bare foot feeling the thorns on the way.

 

I’m walking…

Far away on a painful journey,

With wet eyes shedding tears all the way along.

 

I’m walking…

Far away on a deadly heartbreak,

With a lonely soul suffering alive.

 

I’m walking…

Away from YOU.

Dear Diary~Day 11…

Dear Diary…it has been quite much time again (i have no idea how many times i have repeated this also) since i last left a trace on your pages…however, there has been nothing that worths sharing with you. The past days were quite normal and routine like a vicious circle between the house and the office.

As a cheering point, i managed to spare some time to see a play at playhouse. The name of the play was Lozan, which is the name of one of the important agreements signed in the Turkish history. As already implied, the play was an historical one and unexpectedly it was not boring at all.

I haven’t been able to see a new movie this week but i have started to read a new book named “Evening Class (İtalyanca Aşk Başkadır)”…so far so good but unfortunately i am so slow (like a turtle) at reading these days because the winter already knocked our doors and before anyone else i (again) succeeded to catch cold so whenever i attempt to read a few pages, this results in nothing but falling asleep

That’s all for now…

Choti!

~Ghost Whisperer~

Well i can hear some of you asking no movie review this week? And the reply is unfortunately NO. Because there has been some other item keeping me busy the whole week hence kept me away from watching any movie as well. This item is a quite popular t.v. serial GHOST WHISPERER! It starts with a monologue by Melinda Gordon, the heroine. She says she has just married, just moved into a small town and  just opened an antique shop. By this classical story of hers, her life looks quite familiar to ours in many ways; however there is this important characteristics of hers which distinguish her from us, which is a gift she owns. She can see and talk to the dead. And she can even help the earth-bound sprits to cross over through a light. She finishes her words saying “in order to tell you my story, i have to tell you theirs”.

Does it sound a little creepy? Yea that was i had thought even. But after a few episodes, i got used to her and even to them. I started to looking forward to hearing their interesting, emotional and at the same time scary stories. And now i became totally addicted to hear more about the other side! Well considering the pure beauty of Melinda Gordon (Jennifer Love Hewitt) and her handsome husband Jim (David Conrad), it becomes easier to be an addict

Would you like to have a look at it? Well here is the first episode of the first season….if you are not introduced to it yet, see and tell me what you think!

http://www.cucirca.com/2009/01/01/ghost-whisperer-season-1-episode-1-pilot/

Bon Appetit!

I have always been a fast food fan till now let it be a cheeseburger, french fries, onion rings, pizza or fried chicken (i mean Burger King, Pizza Hut, Kentucky, etc), but suddenly on the last weekend i decided to be more careful about my daily diet and my aim was to be more healty rather than looking like a super model So i cooked some local dishes which are composed of vegetable basically and i prepared a cold salad made up of some tomato at the base, parsley, maize, walnut, lettuce and fried cheese on the top which were mixed with a little bit salt and pure olive oil. And no need to say it was really yummylicious

Wanted~Movie Review

Another Sunday…showing the slight face of winter…slowly….shy yet impatient…hesitant yet brave…so sending the raindrops just before the water gets frozen and turns into solid cold….

Another movie to accompany me on this low yet peaceful day…”Wanted”. It has been weeks since i had seen a new Hindi movie so today decided to see one of the new releases of this year and picked up “Wanted” ,although i had always hated Salman Khan till now, because it was the only one with subtitles…

Till the movie begins i had no idea who is the heroine to dance with the item songs and soon i came to know it was Ayesha Takia whom i did not consider talented as well as she always seemed a little buxom so incapable of running on the golden sands or dancing on a cliff. However this movie turned my standards and prejudices all upside down!!!

Salman, whom i considered till now as ugly and irritating with a pile of useless muscles with his over confidence and so-called cool guy postures, proved in this movie to be really fit, funny in a witty sense, cute and smart under the scope of a role composed of some Terminator, Rambo or Rocky type fighter. I should confess this is his first movie from which i got impressed in real sense from both the comedy scenes and action scenes. And the most attractive side of his was “not interested in love” attitude although he was carrying a deep love in his deep heart

As for the Ayesha, i believe she must really have lost some weight because she was looking extremely fit and beautiful. And again unbelievably she was dancing quite well and acting quite cute. I don’t know how to apologize from both

The movie was an action movie on the surface but some witty jokes, word games, mimics, and some specific scenes were also categorizing it as a comedy which i can truly say made me laugh at many times. The the songs were high-quality with hyper rhythm and melodious lyrics, my favourite being “Love Me Love Me”

I don’t wana disclose much spoiler regarding the topic line hence let me summarize the subject very shortly. A fearless man working with gansters only for money and nothing else. He is the one unbeatable person, an undefeatable terminator within the whole underworld. He seems to be a bad chap by behavior but an unknown mystery inside, and that is why the girl who falls in love with him cannot decide whether to keep loving him or to forget him. Beside this indefinable love story continuing on one side, there are these big murders of gangs and police forces on the other side to lead a big surprise in the end (which you will find out on seeing the movie) and our hero takes the best place on the center.

All in all i enjoyed quite much the cast, the story, and the songs hence it gets a 5/5 from me

P.S. Salman-ji and Ayesha-ji, please mujhe maaf kar do for not discovering you long before in many ways

Techno (Freak) Girl!

Don’t let the title mislead you as i cannot be considered as an up-to-date technology tracker, but if something new catches my attention (as an eye-candy rather than its technological properties), then i have to get it as soon as possible in order to prevent myself from watching this item in front of the store every day at the same hour :D

My new netbook is one of them. A white princess with utmost glam and extreme comfort. It is as light as a feather and as cool as an ice with its elegant and delicate outlook. Ok ok that much compliment is enough for its external characteristics. Regarding the internal technical properties of it, well i have no idea….you should ask my husband

Ladies and gentlement…kindly meet my new friend Asus Eee PC 1101HA and please don’t forget to show a warm welcome to her

Quote of the Week…

If only somehow you could have been mine, what wouldn’t

have happened in the world?

I’m everything you lost. You won’t forgive me.

My memory keeps getting in the way of your history.

There is nothing to forgive.You can’t forgive me.

I hid my pain even from myself; I revealed my pain only to myself.

There is everything to forgive. You can’t forgive me.

If only somehow you could have been mine,

what would not have been possible in the world?

  — Agha Shahid Ali–

                    Farewell

Tum Sath Hote Agar…

It happened again. Just for one second only but I got the same feeling. Shy sparkles coming out of my eyes, accelerated heartbeats, difficulty in breathing. It happened again. I felt the same love. It happened again. My soul got alive like a phoenix rising from the ashes. It happened again. Just for one second only.

Then a wave of regret without remorse shaded everywhere. Then the heart was dipped into cold. Then the soul was sentenced to dark. Then you went. Then i died…

Surrogates~30 Days of Night…Mini Reviews

On friday night i went to cinema after a long break to see the new movie of Bruce Willes…Surrogates. No need to mention that his movies meet the high level of standards mostly and this one was surely one of them. It is categorized as action/science-fiction. Shortly regarding the topic-line…there are surrogates of people used in daily life. Surrogates do the work or have the fun and the human beings just manage and witness the happenings all in safe at their homes until there occurs a murder of a surrogate which also causes the death of its real owner. Then things get complicated and it becomes more difficult to distinguish between the real and the copy, between the good and the bad. I really enjoyed the movie hence rated it as 5/5.

The second movie i have seen within this week is 30 Days of Night, which is a horror movie as can be deduced by its name. A group of vampires assaults a town in Alasca where it is night (no sun rise) for 30 days hence it has no connection with the rest of the world. The movie tells about the struggle of a handful of people who witness the murder of their family or neighbors yet have to think about his/her survival at the same time. The movie was not that scary but the scenes floaded with blood were quite disgusting in real sense. Well, some scenes were hair-rising  i can say but frankly speaking i did not like the way it ends. The end was very romantic which was not appropriate for a scary movie i believe so i rated it as 4/5!

Dear Diary~Day 10!

Dear Diary,

It has been so much time (at least for me) since i last dropped a line hereby. It was quite a busy, tiring yet joyful and amusing week for me

Last week we celebrated eid and it was a 4-day holiday which i made use of to the end. I went to my hometown to visit my parents. I spent great time with mom, dad and sis.

I did shopping, visited almost each and every relative of mine, ate fresh fruit from our garden (which i had missed really a lot) and changed the color of my hair.

As there was no net connection i stayed unaware of what was going on blogsphere. And i missed all of my buddies and i really don’t know how to catch with each and every post!

Oh by the way, i just celebrated a good news…one of my best friends just had a niece

I have a lot to say but as usual my limited time makes me stop here. Let me end this post with a photo from my hometown.

And and and tell me…Has anyone missed me?

Aaaaa Karo! :P

I have been unable to write even a single line on my blog for the past few days…I was even not able to check friends’ blogs hence i am totally unaware of the last posts (but soon to catch up with)! As for the reason, i was sick for the whole week, i caught cold and was subjected to medicine (again) Luckily, i achieved to get back my body and mind from the villains of the virus world. Meanwhile, i started to use vitamins (Seven Seas One A Day Capsule) on an advice of a friend (Thank you Fazy!) and i have been more energetic, even to enter the kitchen!!!

My readers should know firstly that i hate cooking…and they also should be informed that i have to cook (at least time to time). Today i entered the kitchen not because i had to but i wanted to in an odd way And i baked pastry with cheese to go with my cup of tea in the afternoon! Surprising, isn’t it??

Ok people….aaaaaa karo….and take your share

 

P.S. Did you see my little assistant?? In fact she is the chief cook and i am her assistant

Who is Your Dream Guy? Edward or Jacob?

Your Dream Guy is Edward

You are a true romantic, and for you, love is a very emotional and passionate thing. You want to be wooed, charmed, and even seduced. You have old fashioned ideas about romance. You don’t mind being with a protective guy like Edward, as long as he has your best interests at heart. You like being taken care of completely, even if things get a little intense at times.

So much girly and so much calls for teenages but i just couldn’t stop myself from trying this test And about the result…well what can i say! It seems the test gives smart results

Wana try??? Here you go: http://www.blogthings.com/whosyourdreamguyjacoboredwardquiz/

Mujhse Dosti Karoge?

Friends, true friends, are very important and precious for us, right? And it requires a very hard-work to earn a true friendship and to maintain it, right? And there are invisible separators between colleagues, acquintances, friends and best friends, right? I am asking all these questions because i started to put my friendships under scope one by one as i have been very lonely lately although i have many friends/best friends!

Sometimes you go through many things in life and you share them with your mothers, fathers, sisters and husbands…but you still feel incomplete without sharing it with your best friends, right? Lets have a closer look to my gang (best friends). One fell in love lately and now she is totally blind and closed to outer world. Another is like a ghost for a week or so, God knows which trekking team he joined again or which girl he is hunting Another is being a businessman, he is extremely busy. Another is married with children so she is always occupied and she has no time for others. Another kindly told me that he doesn’t have time so our friendship is just restricted to “Hi” and “How are you?” mails.

Sometimes i feel that i choose wrong people as a friend as i consider them faulty and other  times this situation makes me feel that i don’t know how to maintain a friendship and that hurts me deep.

Still as Martin Luther King Jr. suggests,

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends!

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