Boy: I want to ask you something…
Girl: Go ahead…
Boy: But i am hesitant…
Girl: Hesitancy is not your type of behavior…
Boy: May be i changed a bit…
Girl: May be…but i don’t know the new you….the person i knew would easily ask me or tell me whatever he has in his mind…
Boy: Hmmm…Then tell me…did you ever miss me during my absence?
Girl: If i say ‘yes’ what will it change? Let me tell you ‘Nothing’.
Boy: Does it mean i never came into your mind?
Girl: If i say although you were not there physically, yet i kept talking to you, writing to you, and loving you as always, what will it change? Again a big ‘Nothing’…
Boy: You are really angry with me, right? You must be hating me…
Girl: I used to love you even to die for you, i used to miss you even to fall sick, and i used to hate you more than anyone…but now…
Boy: And now?
Girl: I don’t feel anything. I feel as if i am dead…as soulless as a dead!
Boy: Hmmm…you words are really hurting…
Girl: May be…may be it is your turn to get hurt…still i don’t do anything on purpose although you think so…
Boy: You know what i am curious about the most?
Girl: Hmmm what?
Boy: What would your reaction be if we could meet somehow?
Girl: I dreamed of our meeting millions of time…each time changing the scenario…
Boy: Tell me…I wanna hear…
Girl: Well…First it was like a happy end…I would be impatient to see you, and once you would be close enough i would hug you as tight as i can…
Boy: Lovely…
Girl: No it is not…then the scenario changed just like the change in your attitude with me…this time as soon as i see you, i would feel a strong urge to slap you…but the ache on your cheek could never compansate for the wound you left in me…
Boy: Don’t talk like that…i didn’t do it on purpose you know…i would never hurt you…just the conditions…
Girl: Not the conditions…but the priorities…
Boy: Hmmm…and what about now?
Girl: Now…i would stand close to you, slightly touching your face to be sure that you are real…and after feeling you on my fingertips, i would just walk away…
Boy: …..
Girl: …..
Boy: I’m sorry.
Girl: I’m not.

Dear Diary…it has been quite much time again (i have no idea how many times i have repeated this also) since i last left a trace on your pages…however, there has been nothing that worths sharing with you. The past days were quite normal and routine like a vicious circle between the house and the office.
Well i can hear some of you asking no movie review this week? And the reply is unfortunately NO. Because there has been some other item keeping me busy the whole week hence kept me away from watching any movie as well. This item is a quite popular t.v. serial GHOST WHISPERER! It starts with a monologue by Melinda Gordon, the heroine. She says she has just married, just moved into a small town and just opened an antique shop. By this classical story of hers, her life looks quite familiar to ours in many ways; however there is this important characteristics of hers which distinguish her from us, which is a gift she owns. She can see and talk to the dead. And she can even help the earth-bound sprits to cross over through a light. She finishes her words saying “in order to tell you my story, i have to tell you theirs”.
Another Sunday…showing the slight face of winter…slowly….shy yet impatient…hesitant yet brave…so sending the raindrops just before the water gets frozen and turns into solid cold….
On friday night i went to cinema after a long break to see the new movie of Bruce Willes…Surrogates. No need to mention that his movies meet the high level of standards mostly and this one was surely one of them. It is categorized as action/science-fiction. Shortly regarding the topic-line…there are surrogates of people used in daily life. Surrogates do the work or have the fun and the human beings just manage and witness the happenings all in safe at their homes until there occurs a murder of a surrogate which also causes the death of its real owner. Then things get complicated and it becomes more difficult to distinguish between the real and the copy, between the good and the bad. I really enjoyed the movie hence rated it as 5/5.
is a horror movie as can be deduced by its name. A group of vampires assaults a town in Alasca where it is night (no sun rise) for 30 days hence it has no connection with the rest of the world. The movie tells about the struggle of a handful of people who witness the murder of their family or neighbors yet have to think about his/her survival at the same time. The movie was not that scary but the scenes floaded with blood were quite disgusting in real sense. Well, some scenes were hair-rising i can say but frankly speaking i did not like the way it ends. The end was very romantic which was not appropriate for a scary movie i believe so i rated it as 4/5!
Dear Diary,

Friends, true friends, are very important and precious for us, right? And it requires a very hard-work to earn a true friendship and to maintain it, right? And there are invisible separators between colleagues, acquintances, friends and best friends, right? I am asking all these questions because i started to put my friendships under scope one by one as i have been very lonely lately although i have many friends/best friends!

